My sons father is coming to take him out this afternoon.  It will be the first time he has seen him in five months and the first time he has had him alone for more than an hour ever (it is meant to be four hours today).  He has never been involved in my sons life but he promises he has changed and is dedicated to building a relationship with him now.  I think I owe it to my son to give him a chance but I’m having so much trouble feeling ok trusting my baby to someone else.

I keep having nightmares that he lets him get hurt and I get called to the hospital.  I’m sure everything will be ok, fingers crossed my baby is safe and his father actually starts acting like a dad, he deserves more than one person who loves him.


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